I should be happy, but I'm scared. I have everything I could want in life right now, and things couldn't get any better. I just started a wicked job working as a summer day camp counselor for the city, I have a lot of awesome friends who I hang out with as much as possible, my family rules, as per usual, things are going awesome with my boyfriend, even though for the next 2 months the amount of time we'll see each other is going to decrease, which sucks. I am attending a school I like for a subject I love in Toronto, and am moving into a new house with 2 of my best friends in September. And to top things off I'm going to Scenefest with Aurora and Helga tomorrow, and Buffalo to see my favorite band Monday. But I noticed when things in my life seem perfect; like they can't get any better, shit goes downhill. And right now I can't think of anything I want in life that I don't already have, or am working towards.