My mom is honestly like, my best friend. I'm such a nerd but it's true. I've called her every night for the past three days and just cried about how much my life sucks and she always makes me feel a little bit better. I need to stop feeling bad for myself, and worrying, and crying.
I can't eat, and I can't sleep without my TV on, I'm not used to sleeping alone.
I am SO thankful I have so many great friends right now; Kristyn, Helga, Katelyn, who have always been there for me.
And Connor and Clayton, who I haven't seen much lately, I missed them. They took me out for brunch this morning to Quiznos.
Some drunk girl told me and Connor we are soul mates last night at a party. It was legit shit. It was actually so awkward.
GREASY CIGARETTE PIRATE
I just want to work out 24/7, it keeps my mind off things.
I told my mom when I move back to barrie for the summer we're going to hang out all the time :) hahaa And my brother. WOW I'M SO LAME.
So I basically died the other night, from drinking too much. Drinking should never be the answer to one's problems. But apparently I tried to make it mine. I didn't even drink that much, it's just the fact I rarely drink.
Kristyn, Helga and I found the best house ever for next year! There are 3 extra spots in it, so we, and by we, I mean Kristyn is contemplating asking Sam, Jesse and Martin. It would be better than random losers. Plus Clayton is living down the street.
I am so furious that you went out of your way to not only delete me off facebook, but to block me. Like, am I really that bad? I am so confused, what did I do? I really want and feel like I deserve an answer, but my mom told me if someone goes out of their way to do that, it just reminds you how immature they are, and they're not worth talking to. She said I'll feel better soon. I hope she's right. It's weird because I actually thought your the most mature person I know. You had all of your priorities straight, but I guess I wasn't one of them like I thought I was.  I at least thought we could be civil and not awkward like the beginning of the year, but it looks like its headed that way.