I don't care about having a 'boyfriend', I don't care if  my facebook status reads 'in a relationship', I don't care to take cute pictures with someone that I can post online for the world to see. 

I used to care about that, I just don't anymore.

I just want to be with someone because they make me happy, and I don't care if the world knows it. I've realized the only thing that is important is the way two people feel about each other, fuck everyone else.

I wrote this over a month ago and I was just reading it. It made me really happy that, even though I have a boyfriend now, I've stuck to it. I have no interest in showing the world how much I care about him, because all that matters is I know I do, and I know he knows it too. Every boyfriend I've ever had I spent so much wasted time doing so, and now I can finally cherish the time I have with someone, because it's rare. I don't care about having a typical kissing picture with him and I don't care about writing cute things on his facebook wall for others to see. Those things just don't seem as important now as everything else, as they once were. He makes me happy, I know he does, and I have no reason to have to prove that to the world.