I went to a party and kissed my gay friend Matt. Worst decision of my life. I love Matt, but I didn't realize how big of a deal it would be. I looked at it like I was kissing a girlfriend. Other girls with boyfriends kiss Matt, so I figured it was okay. It definitley was not. I no longer have a boyfriend. What a great end to my summer.


Zack says, if I ever kiss Justin, he'd do the same.